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Day 6

Well I’m definitely not doing very well on posting daily but I’m not giving up yet.  Man habits can be hard to form sometimes.  I was talking with someone the other day and they said something that really stuck with me. They were talking about how they were trying to connect more with people through conversation and how hard it is to create a genuine conversation when you know so little about this person. They said I’m a very selfish person. I definitely don’t think this person is selfish, I’ve seen them often give their time and money to others freely.  But they were explaining how selfish they were because their thoughts were so often on themselves, what do they need to get done, what would they like to do tomorrow, what were they needing to get done at work, etc. This was partly what they believed made it difficult to have genuine conversations with others. I’ve always been an introvert, but this really hit me because I realized I’m exactly the same way. My thoughts are almost solely about myself and my interests.  If I were to spend more time thinking of others I truly think I would be more eager to reach out to others and it wouldn’t be something that made me uncomfortable or something I try to avoid. Anyhow. Thank you individual for your simple words of wisdom. 🌟 Friendships

Day 5

Well it’s early into my new experiment and I’ve already missed a day.  I’m not too worried about it though. I don’t know if that’s a good thing or a bad thing but I’m glad I’ve made time today.  Times are kind of strange right now.  We have access to more information than anyone in the history of the world. It’s a great opportunity but it’s almost as if there is too much information.  You kind find information from different experts that either support or contradict almost any argument, and who knows what amount of bias is involved no matter how hard we try to remove it.  Even AI is filled with similar bias, which makes it just as difficult to trust.  It’s not that you can trust anything there are many areas that have an overwhelming amount of evidence in their favor but there are many things especially important things that are difficult to find true answers for.  Makes me kind of think it’s truly all about the journey, no matter what the answers are, how much do they really matter. With all the access to knowledge it’s the search itself that’s the important thing. It really doesn’t make us all that different from others in history. It’s kind of random thought and I still don’t know what to think about it all but that’s my thoughts for the day. 🌟 Rest

Day 4

I don’t know if it’s part of the new year spirit or what but today was a good day. Our whole family cleaned the kitchen and it felt really nice. Got us all out of stagnant states. Everyone worked without complaining and there was just something nice about working together instead of lying around and wanting to be alone. It’s funny how things like this happen. You do some good and you realize, wow this is nice, and then the next opportunity comes to do something good and you whine and complain. I know there’s probably some science behind it whether it’s human nature or the devil’s temptations we need to overcome it if we want to be happy in the long run.

Day 3

I guess today what comes to mind is being a bit less judgemental.  I often feel like I’m a pretty carefree person and don’t really care what people think about me, which makes it pretty easy for me to get over offenses.  I kind of just realized that I’m actually pretty judgemental.  I often think if others can’t do the same as me that they’re not handling it very well.  In reality I’ve had an easy life and I shouldn’t judge others for how they handle situations. Our lives are so complex and there are so many variables that I have no place to judge why a person does one thing or another.  This is easier said than done though.  I think the only way to get over my judgement is to truly try to see them with love. As I see my newborn innocent child or the way God sees me. I’m sure I look like a pretty big fool 99% of the time. 🌟 My Job.

Day 2

Ok. Day 2. So far so good.  I didn’t know if I wanted to post about this today because it seems so unimportant but that’s just part of the process I guess. It’s just about expressing thoughts. So another goal with these posts is to do them with 0 AI. Maybe it’s just me because it seems so simple but every day AI becomes more relevant and the more I see people using it for every single task. I do have a fear that a very large part of society will become almost completely dependent on AI. I definitely use it. It does such an excellent job with so many things and is such a great tool. Opening the door and making things possible for people that just weren’t possible before. But because it’s so helpful we turn to it too often and our mental muscles become weak because they don’t need to do anything. I might be overthinking it as well. I know when the Internet was first introduced there were similar fears. Humanity does an amazing job at adapting. I do believe AI will cause more good than bad but I fear it will elevate a small percentage and be a detriment to a large percentage because they’ll be comfortable just being on the ride. Life will be easier for these people so in some ways it will still be good but I also believe a large part of happiness is purpose and I feel many will lose purpose.  I’m not afraid of it but I also don’t want to be dependent on it. 

Day 1

As part of my new years resolution I’ve decided to create a blog. This blog is solely created for my own personal growth. It will be random thoughts and experiences and will be very rudimentary. I plan to use it for my own self reflection, though if anyone happens upon it and cares to comment I will certainly welcome it. I think the perfect way to start my journey and self reflection would be to list a few of the things I’m grateful for. My Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. My wonderful Wife and kids that give my life joy and purpose. My home and Country, where freedom still reigns. My community of friends. My health, physical and mental. My heritage. I truly am blessed and have been given so much more than most. Truly more than I could ever earn.

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